junnieng

learned something today ...

not to put high expectation to anything in life .... but just to go with the flow

living in a world tat is full with lies ....
brainwashing myself every single minute , telling myself that everything will be alrite ....
but sad to say tat after all the hardwork of convincing myself ... the reality is the one bring tears flow down to my cheek all the time ...
how does it feel living in the life of denial?
im totally exhausted , im tired
college life doesnt seems to fullfill my interest now ...
every moment in life now seems to b in sorrow ... and in pain
im so numb till i forgo myself .... letting myself to loose control all the time ....
i don even know wat is right and what is wrong ... what is pain and what is happiness ......
totally blinded wit everything .... whereby everything in life seems to b a real lie ....

oh well ... im not bothered anymore .... tho it is still stuck in my head ... but i guess its time to not b bothered anymore...

how would u feel if your closest girlfriend been backstabbing u all these while? and still can pretend nothing happen at all ....

the only thing i can do now is FUCK IT .!.

didnt attent college today coz wasn't feeling good .... and only one person who shows concern about my absense in college .... college's life ..sighh

At times i don get it ... people who do bad ... backstabbing and all are the one who can get everything .... im the one who prefer to b the "watever" in college are the one who are being neglected and abandone all the time ....

I know tat the cycle of life is unfair all the time ... yeah .. im totally 110% into it now ....

assigments is really killing me now ... im so darn tired ... sick and tired not only about the workload im having but also the surroundings ...

i thought tat college life will b great .... but it ended up totally out of my perception towards it .... to be honest ... i dislike college really much ....

If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow