junnieng

learned something today ... not to put high expectation to anything in life .... but just to go with the flow

living in a world tat is full with lies .... brainwashing myself every single minute , telling myself that everything will be alrite .... but sad to say tat after all the hardwork of convincing myself ... the reality is the one bring tears flow down to my cheek all the time ... how does it feel living in the life of denial? im totally exhausted , im tired college life doesnt seems to fullfill my interest now ... every moment in life now seems to b in sorrow ... and in pain im so numb till i forgo myself .... letting myself to loose control all the time .... i don even know wat is right and what is wrong ... what is pain and what is

oh well ... im not bothered anymore .... tho it is still stuck in my head ... but i guess its time to not b bothered anymore... how would u feel if your closest girlfriend been backstabbing u all these while? and still can pretend nothing happen at all .... the only thing i can do now is FUCK IT .!.